On love and life

Life, this game that we play as animals. Human beings we call ourselves superior to mere fauna, but truly what different are we? We are expected to display dominance, never to appear weak, to truly be an arsehole to demonstrate the survival of the fittest, in order to attract a mate. Fucking animals. You might have thought us enlightened beings would have outgrown these foolish games. You might have thought in this new world age love and unity would be the universal language. Dost they not know, that love conquers all? Dost they not know, that the most powerful are not the cowards who pretend to have no weaknesses, but those who embrace and acknowledge their weaknesses? Dost they not know, that the most courageous are not the idiots who pretend that they have no fear, but those who love with all their hearts and have no fear of betrayal? Dost they not know, that the most sincere are not those who play those fucking mindless games, but those who dare to play this torturous games with cards laid open on the table? Fucking and utter stupidity. By the time the realization sets in, the sands have time have washed away the allure of youth, and each realization will be mark with the wrinkles of age, rendering them irrelevant.

Fuck, just because I resolve to love with all my heart, to give my all to the one that I love, does not mean that I am stupid nor weak. Just because I choose not to play fucking games that hurt peoples hearts does not mean that I am a useless idiot. Fuck, what has this world come to where a soul who seeks a soulmate nothing more and nothing less is condemned to solitude unless it engages in what it deems as nothing more than fucking uncivilized barbaric rituals of inhumane competition? Is love irrelevant in todays world?

I can't speak this to no one, for telling the truth merely leaves me branded as a whiny fuck. But fuck you, for being so childish and immature, for not appreciating the meaning of true love. And I shall not fear, for even if I have to walk this world alone, fuck it, it will be because none are worthy of my love. But dear god, the wonders of this world are too great for one person to take it all by himself. If only there is someone who believes in simple love, if only there is someone who is sick of this fucking games. Is this really too much to ask, holy fucking mother of god please? Please?! I'd love to love you, with all my heart, to walk with you forever, true love, pure and simple, is all we need. But if its another round of those fucking inane games, please, spare me, fuck off, and let me walk in peace, alone.